
Since I am about to make my COPAR reflection paper, I would like to share two of the best photos I had during the process. This was during our Health Education where we were able to discuss some diseases and my group was assigned about Cancer.
It was my first time to talk in front of the crowd and discussing something. This part was somehow easy because we were permitted to speak using our own dialect. So, I didn’t have a hard time translating words from bisaya to english in my mind.
I am glad that I was able to share my learnings as a Medical Technology student for those people who are unfortunate to know about these things.
I am not yet finish with school stuff even though the Summer Class is already over.
So, yea. I need to stay awake for the whole night.
I just received a good news from last week. There’s a possibility that I won’t be on probation for this incoming semester because our subject in Community Health will be credited from last semester’s QPA. I am just hoping that I will reach 2.5 so that I will be in a safe zone.
I need to change my habit. Study harder. Study harder. Study the hardest. I need to manage my time and sleep. Haaa~ I just learned that I should have enough sleep before exams so that I could think well. If I am sleepy, then I should sleep. I should not force myself with those energy drinks and caffeine so that I won’t be disoriented when I take my exam.
Moreover, I need to set my priorities. Night outs or late night sessions should be set aside whenever there are projects or assignments. Whooo~ I can do this for next semester.
We just had or ever first fieldtrip in our department in Bayawan City. I don’t want to tell any details for this time because I still feel like floating or still riding a bus. It was such a bumpy ride going back and forth to Bayawan from Dumaguete City. =(
The sad thing is:
I am so tired right now.
Now talk about cramming. I procrastinated for the whole weekend pretending that the two days of no class will be my stress free days. I slept, went out, watched a move, slept and do nothing. I was aware that I have tons of requirements to do but I guess my attitude of procrastination increases my serotonin and melatonin. These happy hormones made me forget the feeling on how depressed I was last week.
Nah-uh. This is really really a bad habit which I need to change. No one can help me about this except for myself. Right now, I am finishing my journal about my Community Health Experience because this is going to be passed within the week. Ha. I can do this. Ah-jah people. =)
FINALLY! =)
Yes. After 348248324 hours of putting the houses, jetmatic pumps, faucets, waiting sheds, electric pumps and etc, I am done with my work. I mean I am 90% done. Next thing to do is to list the legend on the other side.
I still need to do my assignment for the lecture. Aja. I can do this.
Gearing up for tomorrow’s activity in Masaplod Norte. Tomorrow will be my turn for Health Teaching and I will be discussing about Breast and Lung Cancer. I still haven’t practice my speech because I am so depressed this night. Our MT21 Lecture Exam was very very difficult. I didn’t see it coming. Another failed exam for me and I don’t know anymore how to get back on the track. Oh well, I studied but it wasn’t enough. All of us are ranting after the exam in facebook, twitter or even in conversations. It was uuuuugh~ I can’t explain it.
I hope tomorrow will be a good good day.
This line is very relevant to my current situation. I go to school to pass a grade. I go to school, memorize, answer and move like a zombie due to deprived sleep. My interests were all gone and I feel like nothing. I almost forgot why I live and what my dreams are. Everything is so limited that deadlines suffocate me to hell.
I really don’t know what I am feeling right now because I am not enjoying where I am right now.